That moment is over.

Tonight I found my smile again…

I hope I don’t misplace it… I’ll try not to take it for granted.

Thank you, handsome :)

So sincere,

Pink

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Does it really bother you when I speak of G-d’s grace?

Are you more worthy than I, has He shown you His face?

Maybe you think your more blessed than me

You’re a saint? Well, Isn’t that epiphany of hypocrisy?

So you judge my heart and seen I don’t deserve G-d’s mercy

You tell everyone to look at me, if she’s blessed she’d act accordingly

Well, I don’t judge your loyalty, My savior doesn’t only love me

He loves us all, My savior is not of discernability,

He even loves you and all your absurdity

I am blessed abundantly and no not all my acts are of obscurity

For some strange reason, My savior continues to protect me

Even in my rebellious, stubborn, and even mean impurities

So don’t send me no message on how to be until you act accordingly.

Copyright © 2006 P.P. Vol. 1

Originally posted 12/06 

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The end…

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People use to ask why don’t I smile…Why so mean looking even when I’m happy…Rarely do I openly smile even when I’m feeling on top of the world…I guess it’s embedded in my DNA…

I know this won’t appeal to some, but I love it…I understand it…I appreciate it

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rPBH57BWhpE too all my African American sistahs, if the you tube doesn’t play…please copy this shortcut and listen to this poem…U’ll thank me!!!

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One day I’ll be your favorite poet….

 No one falls in love by choice,
> it is by CHANCE.
> No one stays in love by chance,
> it is by WORK.
> And no one falls out of love by chance,
> it is by CHOICE

—Unknown author

Sleepless Night…Day One

 

When I left I never thought it would be the desert

Bleak was life without your presence

I can’t go back to that place

Packed my things, ready to go back all night I contemplate

To face exactly what? Loneliness that no one else seems to fill

A broken heart that  even G-d can’t heal

So I’m here, unsatisfied, weak, and foolish as can be

Heart and mind bitter enemies

The alternative is what? MORE Misery?!

If G-d would just help me to think of you in a negative way

For some reason, I can see only in grays

So rolling over and loving you any less than I do today

Just doesn’t seems to be an unconscionable convey

You Fears, I wish can grab a hold, keep me so snug and safe

My fears is that you will say goodbye keeps me here today

There’s not much more I can do or say

I’ve given it all, love you to a fault

My heart has taken on a brutal assault

But I’m still here; I can’t go back to that desert

Wilderness of misery, I have to divert

No promises that I will not ask for satisfaction still

The pursuit of happiness within doesn’t seems fulfilled

Patience and hope can be my assets only time will tell

 

 

 

Unsatisfied with him but miserable without him

Isn’t love GRAND!!!

Nov 2005-now…

 

Jim by Billie Holiday

 

Jim doesn’t ever bring me pretty flowers

Jim never tries to cheer my lonely hours
Don’t know why I’m so crazy for Jim

Jim never tells me I’m his heart’s desire
I never seem to set his love afire
Gone are the years I’ve wasted on him
Sometimes when I get feeling’ low
I say let’s call it quits
Then I hang on and let him go breaking’ my heart in bits

Someday I know that Jim will up and leave me
But even if he does you can believe me
I’ll go on carrying the torch for Jim

I’ll go on loving’ my Jim

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U Inspire Me

 

If I wrote a song, it would have the most beautiful melody

If I wrote a poem, it would be a magnificent rhapsody

U inspire me

 

If I would express in dance, my movements would be fluent & serene

If I would convey in art, the brush stroke would be strong & pristine

U inspire me

 

If I could turn inspiration u give into a vision, it would be a elegant sunset

If I could turn inspiration u give into a touch, it would be a kiss on a lover’s neck

U inspire me

 

If I was able to express the sorrow you bring, it would be a Greek tragedy

If I was able to express the joy you bring, it would the most intense ecstasy

U inspire me

 

If I had one wish, the inspiration you impart will be shared and never cease

If I had another wish, the inspiration we share will bring us some peace

because U inspire me

© 2007

 

 

(orginally posted March 16, 2007)

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