To You,

Well, I did it. I bared my soul to you. I told you all my secrets. Everything that makes me weak, everything that makes me strong. I told you them all and I didn’t leave anything out. I told you why I act this way and why I didn’t want to be this way with you anymore. I gave you all my ammo and surrender to you. I trust that you would accept me for who I am and want to be there for the journey to who I will become. I told you everything feeling so insecure while saying it all. But I fought my fears in the thought that you might really hear me. I prayed that everything I told you was sincere. I prayed that everything I told you would resonate in your ears and plant itself in your mind where compassion lies. I didn’t leave out one little thing. I wanted what I said to you to be so personable that you felt how special you are to me. I wanted you to know that I haven’t spoken these words to anyone before. It took me days, no months, years to get the courage to tell it all to you. And I did it. I bared my soul to you.

Silly me!

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